Envy… Obsession… Can one turn into the other sometimes? I think so. It is part of the process, when things don’t go the right way, and some needs are not addressed, obsession is never too far at that point. It is a scary aspect of this, which goes hand in hand with the theme of No Reason. When “time no longer matters” (maybe because you are constantly obsessing), you find yourself “sitting there” without any sense or need to move. You can become… like… petrified. That scares me.
